Against my better judgement, I'll post in this thread.
Do these three things, and you will be MUCH better off in the long run.
1) Quit smoking weed and cigs. Its too darn expensive. Not to mention unhealthy.
2) Forget about wheeling for a while. You can't afford it. Get your Jeep in good reliable condition and just DD it. No mods. No MJs. Just one basic car.
3) Get a steady reliable job, and work hard. Don't care what it is. Just get one. Even if its flipping burgers for min. wage. And get in some sort of school ... tech or college.
Then, once you get a degree, certification, or something ... get a better job. THEN, you can start thinking about building Jeeps and getting into wheeling again.
I know, you'll think this is dumb advice, and chances are you won't take any of it. But I'm right.